Entries from 2013-01-01 to 1 year

music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6emrwCA6kaY I really ike this one...maybe its because I've felt that way sometimes...idk

life

those moments when it feels like the ground is gone....when its hard to keep your balance.....when everything you see is a mess....when certain noises bother you....those are what make my head messed up......I don't know what to do....but …

music

I've been going around looking for new songs...or old songs...that I like but never foudn out the name....I found nothing...so I let some of my friends give me new songs to listen to...and one of them sent me this: http://www.youtube.com/w…

how my life has been...

well...I'm hurt...and in pain....and I'll probably faint because I can't eat anything at all........I'll be waiting....since its the only thing I can do......my foot is bleeding....and the other one has a weird mark on it.....my hands won'…

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Ari left for New Jersey......I'll probably never see her again.....the moment we got back mom yelled at me.....how am I not going to cry when a person that's like a sister to me moves away?! I can't feel any emotion right now......I can't …

scared and mad

I'm scared today. Ari is leaving at 7:35 am and I'll probably never see her again. Some of my friends have been getting warned about being banned...but I don't see what's wrong. All of those people have saved my life. All those *hugs* that…

My Hometown

My Hometown I grew up, and still live, in the town of Naguabo. This is in an island called Puerto RIco. i love my town, but at the same time I wish I could change many things in it. Like for example: I would make the streets a safer place,…

Test

its 7:30 am island time. My dad woke me up singing and it didn't go that well...anyways I feel well rested even if I only slept 5 hours 45 minutes. I have been thinking and I believe I no longer have a choice but to use my...."thinking mod…

story time

Its story time. So we have a small girl playing with her older brother. They're playing a game they created, but their parents don't think its a good idea. One day the game goes too far and their dad without thinking said: "Just grow up al…

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ok so I found out Kat is fine. Even if I hate her a lot I'm glad she didn't get hurt.....I feel weird its like everything is changing.....maybe my family can be happy together again. My mom bought a lot of things for Sebastian.....I want h…

tired

I feel like sleeping for four hours......no idea why

worse party ever

Last night my parents made me go to the neighborhood pool party. When I got there I noticed there was three pools, one for adults, one for teens, and one for the little kids. I'm not exactly in peace mode with the other teens, but I though…

music

Found another good song: Heavy Prey http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-rAuaSoSNk There's the link if you're interested

music

Can't stop sinding My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark(Light Them Up). I'm serious I learned it after listening at it four times. Here's the link if you're interested: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkIWmsP3c_s Hope you like it!

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I woke up today when I heard the peaceful sound of the rain against my window. This sound was interupted by the loud voices of my mom, my two uncles, and two other people I can't remember well. I'm guessing today will be one of those days …

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I'm completely sure that my only subscriber is my aunt. That makes me feel bad and weak, but it doesn't matter. If one person reads it and understands that's enough. I feel tired but I just woke up from a nap. Things have been weird lately…

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Today I decided not to eat lunch because my brother was buying pizza. The pizza was late and right before it arrived I had just finished eating a bowl of ramen. I managed to eat a slice but I'm not feeling good anymore. Also the wait for h…

new blog

I've decided to create this blog so I can explain a lot of things. Things that would clear up a lot of the misteries around me. I don't think anyoe will actually read this but I will try my best anyways.