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Ari left for New Jersey......I'll probably never see her again.....the moment we got back mom yelled at me.....how am I not going to cry when a person that's like a sister to me moves away?! I can't feel any emotion right now......I can't eat or drink anything so I'll probably end up fainting.....its not like it matters anymore.....my end is probably soon.....even if I don't want it.....I'll start posting here everyday......if I miss two days....I'm gone....